[★] somewhere only we know

perhaps
i told you this
"i like you"
not like you as a friend
but more as a person
a special person to me

what would you reply me instead?

first, you might act like you don't get my point
and you shake your head as you never known it before
i can simply read your thought through your face
saying that this must be a dream because this cant be happened
but i rolled my eyes and looked you in the eyes
saying that this is really happened my dear ex-friend i'm not joking at all
second, you might try to change a topic instead
try to lead me to another way
but how if i keep on reminding you the fact i just told you few seconds ago
still, you gave me a face like you never known me before
a totally stranger is what you can act in front of me
which it hurts me even more
more than you just tell me that you don't like me as a person
you can just tell me that you never thought me as a girl
because every single moment we have been through
to you, i'm just being a jerk friend
not a good friend at all, but such a troublemaker
and i'm the one who always make you feel embarrassed in front of public
like never ever
you can say these to me
but please not acting this in front of me

i feel like my tears can't hold on anymore
they can just fall down as a heavy rain in any second
if you could start saying something
say something like
'hey you must be joking because this won't happen between two of us'
maybe it'd be just fine for me
i can take that
since you are very special for me

and i'm just imagining if this could ever happen between us
what might our relationship turn out to be

i'll just leave this blank
i'm not a good guesser
somehow i personally can't recognize this feeling comes from my heart
it's so weird that i don't know where it should belong to
it confused me with a lot of reason
but it always leads me to one conclusion
that this must be a very special relationship between you and me
no doubt
we are special

to have each other
and become so close and so close
i'm kind of cannot imgaine my future life without you
i don't know
would my life suck without you

prove me wrong.
because we need to move on
otherwise we should just go on like this
or else take a little change within our hearts
i don't know what would this work out

perhaps you tell me you do
maybe it's just right
just the right to prove.

dear ex-friend, i like you.