[★] somewhere only we know

i've been chasing those footsteps
taken by you
i'm walking in a strange street
located in a city i have never been here
can't see any familiar face in the street
i hate to admit the fact that i'm lost
lost for a while

but i can't help myself chasing after you
there's a desire for me to reach you
reach you in somewhere

i am not a pressure taker
i can't digest these pressures at a short time
and there are times i can't find the way out
even screaming aloud
even losing my ultimate control
it's nearly reached the edge of my limitation
and something seems ready to explode
like a vocanic eruption

it has become a problem that cant be solved by simply smiling
in my own perspective
although i told myself many times that chasing after Mr.Past
won't help me out of the misery
but I can't
Mr.Past always brought me to a place which I feel like I should belong to
the most terrified thing to me is the time
and the time made me regret for losing it again and again
i never felt i had lost it
it seems like the time is always tightly held by my hands
but appearently, i did lose it, no matter what
still, i gained something as return
which I am not sure should i consider it as a return
it's more like comforting myself not to mourn about Mr.Past

maybe i'm just not used to see people gain their own happiness
and at the same time happiness seems so far away from me
to a degree of extreme far away.
i'm overacting
maybe it's just right next to me
right next to the spot where i go everytime
but i never realized it

I try to get the right direction to get through this street
i got no map no friends
but i got intuition
that tells me where i should be
no more stupid chasing after Mr.Past, even you
i'm maybe a little slower walker than you guys are
yet eventually i'll reach the ending perfectly
then, we shall see each other again at the ending

see you.