[★] somewhere only we know

my addiction to you
is temporary
it won't last for a week
it ended

things between you and I
are just temporary
keeped in my folder
and one day when I feel like to let go
admitting this whole thing has passed
I'd immediately, surely, deleted all

Certainty.

After I looked back
it never existed
like I sort of felt it
but next moment it disappeared

To what extent
can I love you
I can't answer
either give you a correct answer
and don't tell me you want an estimation
because love isn't something that can be measured
if it can, mine would be much lighter than you thought
and I would see how heavier your love is

I said, "Won't be forever."
This is what I'm certain about.
All I think is that all these feelings are just temporary
they would last for awhile
and once they pass from my hands till it reaches your hand
it's the moment you found out that I changed
you asked, "what's wrong with you?"
I wish I could laugh about it in front of your face
like I'm a total bitch, but I tried to act cool by saying,
"It's gone."

and it's time for another story.

I miss him
miss the way he smiles when I talked about some silly jokes
and when I stuck in the BTS, he'd be the one who offers a warm hand
I miss the converation
talking about those people who stress our lives and hoping them to get a life
he would be asking me for things I don't talk
or he just tries to eliminate the secrets of mine
he shows his stupid cares un-intentionally/unconsciously

Lily Allen has a great song called "Who'd of known"
one line of lyric says "and today you accidently called me 'baby'."
when I heard this today
I laughed and got some stupid inspiration
what if one day I'd said that.

For temporary.
ONLY