[★] somewhere only we know

久違見面的那天
L一見到我 還是露出燦爛的笑容
這麼久沒見 這麼久沒說到話
遠遠的 我看到L 然後 不自覺的 向他用力地揮手

我隨便丟了一個問題給他
[用一句話來形容我這個人]
現在想起來我覺得問著這個問題的我好矛盾
他認識我有整整六年
為什麼到了最後的最後我才丟給他這個白目的問題
況且我個人覺得這個問題好像是那種很難搞的作家或是名人才問的
況且一定對著一個對自己有特別意義的人
我是不是作家或者名人這都不重要
但是我知道他多多少少是一個很重要的朋友
只是他沒回答
我想他當時很錯愕
況且在當時的他也找不到一個讓我滿意的答案

這些都是我的猜測

What do you want from me?

是失落感
遲來的失落感
我早該明白
事過境遷
人總會變
而你總不能一直這樣傻
你不傻

不懂你的我才是傻

期待一次次落空
你漸漸的習慣了失落
失落之後被寂寞填滿
整顆心被完整的掏空
卻喚也不來你失去的感動
或者說這感動並沒有存在過
我沒辦法給你承諾什麼

我真的跑回去聽了一遍決明子

好懷念
沒想到這是我第一個反應
但是這次是一個人的回味

好人太難當
壞人比較簡單

還能說什麼
除了保重之外

thislove
means
nothing now.

my addiction to you
is temporary
it won't last for a week
it ended

things between you and I
are just temporary
keeped in my folder
and one day when I feel like to let go
admitting this whole thing has passed
I'd immediately, surely, deleted all

I tried to illustrate
a picture between you and me
but in reality
this picture seems unreal

Recently I watched a movie, Eat Pray Love
it sort of explains the difference between Italian and American
American do things that they are told to
but Italian don't.

When they just woke up in the morning, feeling a bit lazy
they just decided, not because it's Friday or something,
"Hey I should give myself a break today."
They told themselve what to do.

"I tried to live my life without regrets."
said YM
"Don't regret for anything."

never been so complicated
that i couldn't differiate which belong to which
i couldn't tell how it started up and how it just ended up
there should be a set of tags existed
but i think i forgot to put it on
then i lost all the track

i can't call you stranger
for those crazy things you had done
i can't call you my past
since the beginning never arrived, where the ending came from?
i can't make this simple as it should be
since i still care.
i still care.

we should just stay like this
more than secret keepers
even though we never held hands
but i just feel like i'm holding yours
we should just stay like this
always so close
and not that far away.

from each other

i'm cool with that.

it was just a small matter
an account doesn't mean anything
you can just delete it straight
or else you can just give it to someone then
it's not something hard to let go
not something very important you can't let go
not something made you cry after you feel like you lost it
i feel nothing
but there's something like a toothpick that tickles my back

i can't feel any hurt at all.
since the scars are healed

You were the answer
All that I needed to justify
Justify my life

Rasmus-Justify

perhaps
i told you this
"i like you"
not like you as a friend
but more as a person
a special person to me

what would you reply me instead?

i've been chasing those footsteps
taken by you
i'm walking in a strange street
located in a city i have never been here
can't see any familiar face in the street
i hate to admit the fact that i'm lost
lost for a while

but i can't help myself chasing after you
there's a desire for me to reach you
reach you in somewhere

童話故事裡頭的happy ending
無法套用在現實上
現實存在著太多不完美
不完美到讓你絕望
但是不至於讓你絕望到放棄一切
因為你覺得值得
值得的話
失去也好
愛錯也好
遺忘也好
至少有意義

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

Keane----Somewhere only we know

在我身上發生過的許許多多錯誤
要我一時之間數算出來也不太可能
問我從這些錯誤上學到了什麼
學起了教訓
學起了要勇敢面對
學起了...

又怎樣?